blogging my thoughts

well this is my blog for the time being... i never post in it, but every so often i get the urge to edit the layout...

i guess i'll post my current thoughts for something to do...

Right now I'm Thinking:

Why do i do this? I always end up liking any girl I find attractive that gives me even a little bit of attention. I remind myself of Joel, from Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.

And on top of all that, theres a tiny problem, well to me its tiny, but to pretty much half the world its a "big deal", with liking this girl. Just because she's _____ (I'll leave my readers guessing). Also, I'll probley never end up asking her out, because if she rejects me, we'll probley end up never speaking to eachother again, which happens 20 times out of 10. and I don't wanna loose the friendship we have, because she's such a cool person.